Monday, March 13, 2006

A Red Card for me..I'm OUT!!

Now in the middle of exam week, and my mind keep on regenerating new ideas and new things. Last time i demand myself to change and now, im changed. Being in the middle of everything that needs me to be responsibled, i can feel tat my brain and my heart start to fell responsible for my own future....

Stated in my past post Black Rainbow tat i feel shame of myself for being the same even after two years..Neah~..now i wish i had never changed..

Where's my mood??
Where's my spirit??
What am I now??

One thing i like about myself now, thanks to the process of finding practical company..I realize no one will ever hired us(upm science com student)coz we lake of abilities.. Im journeying for more knowledge now.

One thing i dont like about myself now, my spiritual life..its decreasing and somehow..it influence my way of thinking.. Even a person like ROsE-san would find bible verse or may be she is doing daily bible, i should be ashamed...not saying you RoSe,,but me myslf..My resolution for year 2006 is to be a good guy, but i forget to work it side by side with GOD, my precious ONE and only ONE. I look back at the list of resolution for years 2006, i realised that most resolution i stated out..Its everything about journeying with GOD. But somehow this is the least things i'd done in this new semester..Sh*T...I say i need to change...but not in this way...BUT..Todays trip to Zoo Negara changed me and avoid me from creating a black spot in my life..Thanks to someone, HE show me Red card and send me out of the field of Devil..

Neah~~ From now onwards.. I'm good guy..not perfect one but searching for perfectness..Pray for me for those who believe in Him....Dont topekong me...haha



10 comments:

color-rainbow said...

wad's the meaning of "even a person like rose-san" quote?? damn...wad's with me that u find amusing when the bible verse appears in my blog?? i am not holy and i never refer to myself that way. even if i do, that is not for anybody to judge. thanks =)

when somebody shows how holy shyt w all d action that he does, that doesnt entirely mean 'he is really holy spiritually'....

HOLY is not by doing all the action to SHOW OFF n to HANG AROUND da big ass mouth...

HOLY is doing something right in the eyes of God MINUS the GLAMOUR all that crap pieces of shyt thoughts. FULL STOP!! you do not CHOOSE which church rules or commandments to follow. despise that kinda ppl. *hint

as for ur resolution...GAMBATE...

christIAN- without christ, IAN stands for "i am nothing".....

keeping u in my prayer. in this month of Lent, the best we can do is to remind ourselves that Lord die for us.

JiNG said...

Thanks..and that quote about rose-san..haha..its just teasing u..hehe...just main main lar..no offends..


as for my resolution...im trying my best now ..hehe

JiNG said...

Thanks..and that quote about rose-san..haha..its just teasing u..hehe...just main main lar..no offends..


as for my resolution...im trying my best now ..hehe

color-rainbow said...

yup. u better be joking. i will whallop u. :P

u actually read my blog? so happy. hahaha....

anyway, ur resolution, knowing you, i am sure you can do it. but not immediately. of course, step by step

i cant wait to see Good jimmy... =)

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